I wonder if I can write anything tonight. It’s been kind of a rough day, not of labor or stress, but one of over rest and over indulgence. After working nearly a year these twelve hour night shifts at the prison, they still mess up my schedule. I’m anxious right now, but don’t know about what.
I don’t feel very much like a Christian today, but my faith tells me different. I am feeling my human side in a strong way. Seems funny and ironic, after all I am human. Shouldn't I feel anything but? Has anyone else ever felt this way I wonder.
I realize however, God never promised us life would be easy and without challenges. Struggles of health, career, relationships or inadequacies, etc. have always been part of the human condition.
all things good and count our blessings. This down time we’re in will pass, and soon again we will feel the embrace of His Spirit that moves us to a brighter day. We step out in obedience to His word, with faith in His healing.
I hope people realize this experience of mine is applicable to the non-believer as well. It is about acknowledging the positive aspects of our life which are many, if we think about it. To the Christian, it’s particularly important because it represents one important aspect of discipleship, namely surrender. We need to abandon attachments and anxieties of this world for faith in a power greater than ourselves to sustain us and which gives us strength.
Hymn, I Need Thee Every Hour, Annie S. Hawks, 1872 and Matt Maher - Lord, I Need You
Hebrews 4:16 - Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Psalm 143:1 - Hear my prayer, O Lord; give ear to my supplications in your faithfulness,
September 24th, 2014, 12:35 am